Collide

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you

But I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find, you and I collide

I'm quiet, you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
You somehow find, you and I collide

Don't stop here
I've lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind

You finally find, you and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide



left her thoughts ♥ 1:37:00 PM

ever since i got back from china,i have not been sleepin well.
in fact,for 7 nights,i was deprived of sleep..
met up with my friends on mon night and stayed out the whole night..
watched -Miami Vice- with dan yest,and stayed out too..
friends wanna go zouk today,mos tomorrow and coco latte on friday..
How come so happening???
i swear i'll drop dead by friday..
okie,i shant go anywhere..

beauty sleep..
here i come!!!!!!!!



left her thoughts ♥ 10:22:00 PM

hey guys.i'm back!!
well,the trip was pretty fun,initially i thought it was gonna be a helluva trip.
on wed,my parents and i reached the airport at 3am.i was horrified to see the place filled with retired uncles,aunties and ah mas and ah gongs..and my mum and i concluded that it was gonna be the most boring trip ever..
but there's this ah ma,who went for an operation and had metal inserted in her knees.she's super energectic,with her walkin stick,anythin is possible..haha,she did ALOT of shopping,she even went for a manicure and pedicure.SO HIP right!!!
and i did a manicure for RMB 10 = Sing 2 ..
SUPPPEEEERRR CCCHHEEEAAAP cheap cheap...
haha..the ah ma can really xiang shou man
landed in hainan dao in the morning..
well,most of the trip was just visits to beaches and beaches..
and their beaches are AMAZING...
surrounded by mountains.the scenery is so breath-taking..
i went jet ski-ing aound the mountains..damn cool..
wanted to do para-sailing and diving(but decided not to cos i was afraid of china sharks..heh)
but due to the time frame..could only do the jet ski-ing.. with a tanned china dude behind me..
well,he did guide me around the mountains and explaning to me. it was nice.. =)

and there was a typhoon in yunan and at hainan dao,we experienced a pre-typhoon wind..
-sobs- my favourite purple umbrella is spoilt... cos the wind was super super super strong...
plus rain..=(

but other then that,the trip was enjoyable...



left her thoughts ♥ 10:46:00 AM

staying home the whole week is fun!!
get to nua in bed everyday!!!
i love it!
peace and beauty sleep!!!.

so heavenly....

oh,and i'm meeting emily tomorrow!!
yay!!!!
i miss her man...
so much!!
=)




'sorry folks,just not in the mood to go out.
sorry for rejecting all offers to go out..



left her thoughts ♥ 2:46:00 PM

i feel so stifled..
i need to breathe...



left her thoughts ♥ 11:03:00 AM

come on..
leave me alone please...
i have my own life..
i don't owe it to any one of you..

so please stop bugging me..
its not like i'm your girlfriends..
i have to do my own stuff alright.

wtf?
i'm just a friend to you all,nothing more..
i thought i made it clear..
NO RELATIONSHIPS..

to those who bug me night and day..
please please stop it alright..
your co-operation is VERY much APPRECIATED..
you all are driving me nuts..
and seriously,the option to cut my hp line now is so tempting..

LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!



left her thoughts ♥ 5:34:00 PM

everyone is pressuring me.
i'm gonna break apart..

i really wanna break down and cry......

i feel lost.
i don't know why.
help.



left her thoughts ♥ 8:27:00 PM

Boston

In the light of the sun
Is there anyone, ohh it has begun
O dear you look so lost
Eyes are red and tears are shed this world you must have crossed you said
You don’t know me, and you don't even care
ooo yea
She said you don't know me, and you don't wear my chains ooo yea

Essential yet appealed
Carry all your thoughts, across an open field
When the flowers gaze at you
they're not the only ones who cry when they see you
You said you don't know me, and you don’t even care
ooo yea
And she said you don't know me, and you don't wear my
chains
ooo yea

She said I think I'm going to Boston
I think I'll start a new life
I think I'll start it over
No one knows my name
I'll get out of California
I'm tired of the weather
I think I'll get a lover
I'll fly them out to Spain

I think I'll go to Boston
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town to leave this all behind
I think I need a sun rise
I'm tired of the sun set
Here it's nice in the summer
Some snow would be nice
Ooo yea

You don't know me
And you don't even care
Ooo yea

In Boston! No one knows my name
Yeaaa

No one knows my name
No one knows my name

In Boston no one knows my name



left her thoughts ♥ 7:42:00 PM

i should have listened to my crying blisters and not go MOS last night..
=( ..
i thot with a plaster would be fine..
but no.. now my poor lil blisters are stinging red with rage...
and protesting violently..
think i shall skip dance today..
heh..
well,ladies night as usual..
went with Calvin,Bj,and Karen and Dp..
rather boring night.
so many malays and indians..

the next time..
let it be zouk..
but...
the crowd is crazy!!..
hmm..
we'll see..
when i come back...
=)

well,i'll miss you guys...
remember the fun and crazy times we used to have.
finally after 3 years,we caught up and i do hope there're more to come!!
sorry BJ.. i didnt celebrate our birthday this year,after years and years of saying tt we'd..
we've been planning since the time when i was in sec 3 right??
next year okie??
PROMISE...
sorry la...okieee..





cal,me,karen and bj!





3 is a crowd!!! =)

beloved bj.. you go girl!!

karen and me. isnt she cute? :)

left her thoughts ♥ 12:15:00 PM

the sunset is beautiful..



left her thoughts ♥ 9:47:00 PM

blisters.. blisterss and blistersss...
my new danceshoes gave me blisters..
-sobs-
well,learnt Waltz today..
pretty tiring, more of energy draining.
and with a partner THIS tall...
bad enough...
heh heh..

wellwell,
next week is Jive then.....
=)


and i'm flying off to CHINA !!..
-heart stopped beating-
I DON'T WANNA GOOOOOoooo...
-sobs-


oh,i saw this cuteeee cat sleeping on the seat at a bus-stop.
soooo cute...
i couldnt stop taking quick snaps of it...



this is the top viewiee..




so cuteee right!!..





and it woke up!!!!!!!!! and stared at the camera...heh





and it went back to sleep..how adorable!!!!
i wanna take it home...



left her thoughts ♥ 1:17:00 AM

i'm sick..
=(
because i've been a bad bad girl..
been going out almost everyday..
and now,my health is suffering..
=(
-sobs-
last night was pure tortrure..
down with fever and sore throat..
i was shivering under my blanket.
wore a jacket and long pants.
still shivered..
took my other blanket.
my teeth continued to chatter..
even when i turned the air-con off,
i was stil coooollllddd..
=(



save me from this torture!!!



left her thoughts ♥ 3:02:00 PM

i've been a bad bad girl..



left her thoughts ♥ 11:10:00 PM

went MOS.
ended up there cos i heard zouk was crazy..
anyway,just came back.
still pretty much awake..

went with Reuben and friends..
and they disappeared halfway..


there was even a mini break-dancing competition between 2 breakdancers and the hip hop dancers..
interesting night...

oh!!and i met BJ and Calvin and Lerrick there..
bumped into them actually..
so cool!!.... =)



left her thoughts ♥ 5:20:00 AM

mambo night?..
nah.. i think phuture would be better...
=)



left her thoughts ♥ 8:46:00 PM

ooo..
my legs are achin..
met up with eleanoy at ps and we watched -Monster House-.
pretty interesting..
walked around town for awhile and went to sch.

yay!
i went for dance...
learnt Rumba..
not ALL... but some..
next week's Jive..
heh heh heh..
and Jason asked me to be his partner..
so we'll practice together and see if we can make it for the competition..
but.. he's tallllllll...
anyway,i cant wait for Thursday!!!..
yum yum..


'i want my dancing shoes!!!







John 3 :16-21

For God so loved the world that he gave is one and only son,that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have an eternal life.For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world,but to save the world through Him.Whoever believes in him is not condemned,but whoever does not believes stands condemned already because he has not believed in the name of God's one and only Son



left her thoughts ♥ 10:47:00 AM

On Bended Knee
-boys II men

Darlin' I, I can't explain
Where did we lose our way
Girl it's drivin' me insane
And I know I just need one more chance
To prove my love to you
If you come back to me
I'll guarantee
That I'll never let you go


Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way they used to be
Oh God give me the reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again, until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee

So many nights I dream of you
Holding my pillow tightI
know that I don't need to be alone
When I open up my eyes
To face reality
Every moment without you
It seems like eternity
I'm begging you, begging you come back to me



Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way they used to be
Oh God give me the reason
I'm down on bended knee


I'll never walk again, until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee(Baby, Im sorry. Please forgive me for all the wrong I've done.Please come back home girl. I know you put all your trustin me, I'm sorry I let you down. Please forgive me girl.)


I'm gonna swallow my pride
Say I'm sorry
Stop pointing fingers, the blame is on me
I want a new life
And I want it with you
If you feel the same
Don't ever let it go
You gotta believe, in the spirit of love it can heal all things
We won't hurt any more


No I don't believe our love's terminal
I'm down on my knees, begging you pleaseCome home



Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way they used to be
Oh God give me the reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again, until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee

(Wanna build a new lifeJust you and meGonna make you my wifeRaise a family)

Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way things used to be
Oh God give me a reasonI'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again, til you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee



left her thoughts ♥ 1:07:00 PM

White flag
-dido

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you
Or tell you that
But if I didn't say it
Well, I'd still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

But I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess
And destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of It's over
Then I'm sure that that makes sense

But I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All I was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be



left her thoughts ♥ 9:44:00 PM

went to my friend's church for the 11am service.
and i finally realised tt,i have not felt His presence for soo long..
goin back to mine next week,to my church.

after church,he drove me to orchard to buy my little bible!
hee,i'm glad to have it.
popped by wenling's workplace to see if she was okie.
den we went to eat and went over to his place to slack.

he has the 2 cutest dogs..
alfi and reno. beagles... they're soo adorable..
played with them for awhile..
den we had dinner and took them for a walk..
so fun!!..
and there's gonna be more walkin sessions with alfi and reno!!
must make them walk cos they're fat!!..
i like reno alot.. he's soooooo cute..


this is reno..

so cute right!!!
the way he looks are you.
makes you go Awwwwwwwwwww..

=)
enjoyed my day..


thanks for making my day a fulfilling one!!
especially feeling His presence..
i really missed that feeling..
and i'm glad i got to sing praises to Him..
and they're more to come..

now i look forward to Sundays!
where i can spend my mornings with Him..
actually, i can spend my nights with Him..
i'll just read my little bible.
=)



left her thoughts ♥ 8:38:00 PM

just came back from the bbq..
i seriously need A WHOLE LOT of time.
i just stoned the whole time.
he said i was very tense...
i was just thinking.of how my life would be..
but seriously
i don't feel anything..
nothing at all.

i keep asking myself this questions,over and over again everyday..
"was i a very bad gf?","did i do everything wrongly?"
"if i did things differently,would things be the same?"
"did i not care for him?","did he feel for me?"

i don't know..i really dunno what to do anymore.
i cant move on.
i keep holding back...

i really thot he and i was gonna work out.
sighs..
i love juon,i really do...



left her thoughts ♥ 11:06:00 PM

sleep last night was crappy..
woke up at 5am and stoned in bed till 6 plus.not forgetting the constant tossing and turning almost made me rip my hair out..
i teared silently for 5 seconds and slept immediately.
how odd..
never had that before.
hmmm....

anyway,ITS SATURDAY!..YAY!
gonna spend the whole day.well..almost the whole day with you .
oh i cant wait..
meeting him at PS first,den i think we'll catch a movie.
and after that,i'm going for a Bbq at his friend's house.
he's gonna introduce his friends..
=)
don't be mistaken,he's justa friend..
until i'm ready..
and we'll see if anything comes outta it...
afterall,we were tgt once.
so,we'll see..
i need time..lotsa time..
so,yea...

i hope i'll be happy.
i'll try to..
yep...



left her thoughts ♥ 10:29:00 AM

i wished i accepted my mum's offer to give me tickets to the Kid Central Live.
just thought of an idea. to bring lil Lavis,my student to the show.
and i bet he'd love it.
cos i don't think his parents would have the chance to bring him there.
and i'd take this opportunity to let him enjoy and tell him its his motivation to work hard.
his exams are near.
and i told his grandmother i'll come over everyday next week to brush up on his english and the other subjects.

i really do hope he'll pass this time.
i looked through his spelling file.
he got 9/10,8/10 or 7/10
i'm so happy for him..
and his parents want me to stay and tutor him..
=)
i'd be glad to..
if i can really help him..


i'm starting to love this job...



left her thoughts ♥ 12:23:00 PM

just came back from The Cathay..
nice place..went to watch -Frostbitten-.
the movie was alright la..
not the best i've seen so far..
=)


tuition again tomorrow..
sighs..





'will you still love me in the morning?



left her thoughts ♥ 12:47:00 AM

Human beings are complicated by nature and I wouldn't deny that.
You wouldn't believe my profession. But I have a strong passion for what I do.
I'm not a great dancer but dancing its one of my only burning passion in life that keeps me going. =)

A petite girl who loves to socialise and have tons of fun!
I'm patient but don't try to test the limits.
Well,as long as you are not a weirdo,you're most welcomed to join my social circle.
*cheerios!!